and then BAM everything is shit again.
I’m going through a lot of shit right now, and it’s been unbelievably hard. I’m so grateful for my incredible friends, the best support group ever. I have no idea what I would do without Laurel, Savannah, Jilly, Mimi, and Jordane. Thank you all for being here for me during this.
Haven’t been this happy in a long time. I laughed the whole way home, just because I was so fucking happy. Putting your soul into something for someone, and then them appreciating it, fuck it, loving it so much they practically cried and couldn’t speak for a few moments, is the greatest feeling in the whole entire world. The whole goddamn world.
It’s still so unbelievably difficult for me to listen to any of John’s music. It makes me ache so goddam much.
sad sad sad